< and maybe fall in love... ah, a sucker for profound poetry, especially if nobody else understands it... do you find that when you fall in love with someone, anything they say or do is beautiful, profound, and holds all the meaning of the universe?... maybe it does... or maybe it's just about fitting in and being loved because you didn't get it at home as a little one when you were wide open for it... I don't know, for all I can offer is rash judgments and desperations at times, loosely jointed smoke billowing from a house, but they said the fire went out in that one long ago... maybe it I formatted it differently it would look more like poetry... maybe then it would mean more, be more, bring you to your feet with awe or to your knees with devotion, leave you breathless like the ocean's constant caress of the shore, how long, evermore...
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