< if you want to understand then you will have to take my hand and somehow find a way to find my heart today and get the music to play again... if you want to comprehend then you will have to be my friend and somehow reach inside my soul to the moment I lost control and get the tears to flow again... if you want to really care then you will have to face despair deeper than a heart can bear and dive deep into the tear and get me to trust you... and we shall see if there is still a me inside of me and if I can ever trust again...
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